I don’t even wanna talk about it. Sobrang weird ng feeling nasira ng araw ko at the end of the day.

RANTING 100% TO TUMBLR RIGHT NOW. THIS AIN’T EVEN RIGHT. (Though I did this a million times before) 

There’s a lot of important things that I should have done this day but I decided to move them to another date… without telling the people involved that I’ll be bailing on them today. Now, I almost want to die because I really am such a stupid kid and didn’t even bother to attend to my duties. 

I don’t want to star in my own story. This is wrong. I am wrong. There isn’t no story to tell at the first place. I hate myself. Yes I am emo. So?

THOUGH I ENJOYED TODAY AT “MAGICAL MERVILLE: Where you can walk on roads”. Long story. But extremely fun. Reaally. 

But now I have to face the consequences of how I have let myself to be so happy earlier this day. Kaya naalala ko nanaman yung line na sobrang bumenta sakin:

Daig pa ng fruit salad ang paggiging mixed ng emotions ko ngayon. 

Saw you this time around church. Intentionally avoided your eyes. I dunno. I just want to give this up. I’m starting to pull off. HAHAHAHAHAHA Sobrang drama shet.

Wala lang. Baka lang. Considering thoughts.

LUL.

Long story how I got into some serious stuff about script editing and more. MORE AS IN MADAMI PA. Almost done for all the papers this summer. Pati summer may paper pa din. Hayop this. Though I can’t spoil anymore details about this. I made sure those scripts are still safe with my talkative mouth. So I screened everything that’s written here. Made sure not to spoil anything. HAHA 

So now, I joined this team to choose scripts that we think were okay. So dadadadada. We had an overnight back to Tagaytay (we went there a couple of times. WILD.). So yan pili ng scripts na papasa sa standards ko. After 10 hours ++. I only chose 3. Akala ko that’s normal for everyone, BUT pag tingin ko sa iba: “WHAT. BAT ANG DAMI MONG NAPILI. EH PARE-PAREHA LANG NAMAN TAYO NG BINASA. ILAN SAYOO?” She said she picked 12. And another friend chose 8 or 9. Halos lahat nakapili ng more than 5. Nasabi ko sa sarili ko: “Shit, ang taas ng standard ko. HAHA. Anong gagawin ko hahanap ba ko ng script na idadagdag dito? Wait, ang dami non. Nakalimutan ko na yung iba.” So I went to my shortlist and I planned to add more. But in the end WALA AKONG NADAGDAG. So bahala na, sabi ko 3 lang eh.And someone said: “Daig mo pa si Simon Cowell. LUPET.” Tawa na lang ako. So the head screener asked for my shortlist and asked me why lalalalala ganyan ganyan bakit daw ano meron sa mga napili ko. Tapos bakit ayaw ko yung iba. Sabi ko na nilagay ko sa comment feed yung reasons. So bahala na whatever. :))

Ganon ba kataas standards ko. Kaya ba pati sa lovelife wala ako mahanap? Sa landi kong to wala? HAHAHAHA #enough #wrong topic

Mafia. Bestfriends. Saved. #labo

Guitar lessons? Yes? or not. Wag na. Maghihintay na lang ako ng magtuturo sakin. WHAT. I don’t have a guitar. HUHU. 1k+ din yon. Tapos pasukan na. Sayang pera. HAHA

Daming dahilan. 

Anyway, I want to watch Life House today. WALA KO PERA. Sira din laptop ko. Nakakainis. :(

The Simon Cowell that is me while reading the submissions.

Now I know how a die hard fan girl/boy feels.

Mixed emotions daig pa ang fruit salad.

Importante ang drama sa buhay.

5AM drama antics.

Poker face sa mall.

Dance contest sa mall.

Fully Booked.

Don’t look anyone in the eyes. Spy mode.

Drawing sabog sabog.

Pasalubong na ako rin kumain: Tableas.

Ilan yan. Mga isusulat ko yan. Wait lang. Pag nagkaroon na ako ng mahabang pahinga that is weekend. 

Where I was the past days? 

TADAAAAA. I just went home. HAHA. Or more of pabalik balik. HAHA.

Pag ako natututo mag drive. *super wide grin*

Nasanay na ko. Walang point kung maiinis lang ako lagi. Let’s just pray for the best. I’ll just do what I have to do. How many times have I told myself that?

Oh well. 

Chill lang. 

Chill nga lang eh. 

HAYOOOP. OKAY.